True Friendship is a blessing

I am more of a lonesome kind of person - I love to spend my time alone, surrounded only by my thoughts, nature and divine energy of Love. Can't remember if I've ever considered someone as the best friend. Just not that type, you know - secrets were known only by me and God, and that's enough.
Many, many, many people were coming into and going out of my life, all of them was wonderful and I know that all of them was, or is, there with good reason - God knows why and I believe Him that's what had to be.
Recently I've heard that person's life is not consider happy if the person have all kind of material treasures; the only happiness is having a true friend. Hmmmm... That thought tickled my mind over and over again... But, after all, I've realized - we all have the same best friend - God. He will never fail us. He will always be there for us. He knows excatly how we feel each moment of our lifetime and He's always by our side. The only problem is we don't appreciatte His efforts to be our friend. That is a huge loss for us. We have to open our eyes and look into our heart, and we will finally see Him, standing, waitting patiently us to notice Him. With His adorable eyes and calm smile, He conquers a person's heart immediately.
And I can say now: yes, I have the best friend. The best friend in a whole world. And I love Him. I know He loves me too. True friendship is a real blessing....

Oda divnom Bicu...

Da nije tebe, sve bi bilo teze, sve bi bilo bolnije.
Da nije tebe pored mene, ne bi bilo ni Sunca, ne bi bilo ni Boga.
Da nije moja ruka u tvojoj ruci, hladnoca bi ushla u moje Srce, u moj Hram.

Da me tvoje reci i dela nikada nisu povredile, ne bih ni znala u kakvoj sam zabludi bila kad sam mislila da me one mogu povrediti.
Da nisam osetila dodir tvojih mekih usana na mojima, mislila bih da sve sanjam.
Da te nikada nisam upoznala, praznina u srcu bi bila vecna.

Da nisi probudio dugo uspavanu veru u meni, ona bi i dalje pospano cekala da prodje zima zivota.
Da mi nisi pokazao pravi put, izgubila bih se u tamnoj shumi neznanja, lutajuci uplashena i sama.
Da te nisam srela, opet bih te volela, ne znajuci da volim bash tebe...

Da nisam sigurna da si ti osoba sa kojom zelim da provedem vecnost, otishla bih ovog trenutka od tebe.
Da beskrajno nisam zahvalna Bogu shto mi je dao priliku da te sretnem, tuga bi me skrhala.
Da nisam zahvalna tebi shto mi dozvoljavash da te volim, volela bih te u tishini i samoci.

Dala bih sve bogatstvo ovog sveta, samo da mogu da ti poklonim Vecnu Ljubav, i da ti posvetim ove reci:
"...sa tobom je svaki nacin pravi. Vazno je samo da smo i ja i ti zajedno u Srcu, a ne u glavi." ....

Just CHANT ! :o)

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

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I love to be with you, my Dearest Friend, my saviour, my Love, my Father, oooh dear Krishna. Your sweet name is always with me - You are always with me. Actually - I'm trying to be aware of Your wonderful presence always. Thank You for Your mercy and Unconditional Love. You are giving me dozen of opportunities every day, every minute of my life, to finally realize that nothing in this World is not worth wasting precious time - nothing but chanting and consorting with You. Nothing but loving You. Nothing but pleasing You.
But, oh, I'm so weak. I'm so sinful. I don't take chances You are giving to me. Forgive me, My Dearest, forgive me. I will try again, and again, and again, and I will not give up the fight with material desires, until I reach a beautiful lotus feet of Yours....

Unconditional Love

Unconditional Love...
Oooh, that is so hard to achieve.. There are so many obstacles in the mind produced by False Ego...
Oh dear God, help me please ! Show me the way! Give me a strength to overpass this material desires. Support me in trying to reach the level of Unconditional Love. I beg you, help me. Please... I'm Yours forever...