Hvala Ti....

U odnosu sa drugim Bicima, ne trebamo im traziti greshke i mane, nego trebamo biti samilosni i pomoci im da poboljshaju svoj zivot najbolje shto mozemo.

Tu sam da ti budem podrshka i pomoc na putu kojim idesh i trudim se, najiskrenije se trudim da ne posedujem nikakva ocekivanja i zelje. Ponekad je jako teshko, Ego me pobedi i natera me da pomislim da nisi iskren, natera me da osetim tugu, natera me da osetim bol... Bol koji proistice od iluzije vezanosti i laznog posedovanja... Nemam prava na to. Nemam prava da te optuzujem. Jedini krivac sam ja, i samo ja. Neprestano se borim sa Egom... Tako je lepo pobediti Ga. Aah, lepo je skinuti veo iluzije sa ociju i videti cisto, videti da je sve Ljubav, da si Ljubav ti, da sam Ljubav ja... Neprocenjivo je vreme provedeno bez misli, bez lazi, bez ponosa; samo - blazenstvo.... Ali Ego je i dalje tu u senci, i samo ceka priliku da me opet napadne i slomi. Zna mi slabe tacke, lukav je On... Samo ceka, i ceka, i ceka, i... BAM - opet se penje na presto za neko vreme. I opet borba... Doci ce dan kada cu ga potpuno smrviti, ubiti, oterati zauvek od mene. Radujem se tom danu i radim na tome.

Hvala ti, o divno Bice ! Hvala ti ! Toliko sam toga naucila i ucim iz nasheg medjusobnog odnosa. Ali to je valjda i svrha svih odnosa koji se javljaju medju osobama - da iz njih uce i razviju shto vishe samilosti i ljubavi jedno prema drugom, prema samima sebi, prema ostalima, prema Bogu...
Vecno sam ti zahvalna za svaki trenutak i svaku misao koju si podelio sa mnom. Vecno sam zahvalna na svakoj neznoj reci, pa i na onoj gruboj - jer znam da je sve to za moje dobro i u svrhu razvoja moje svesti.... Hvala ti, o predivno stvorenje, hvala ti shto postojish! Hvala ti shto smo se sreli! Hvala ti shto zajedno idemo putem Ljubavi i hvala ti shto mi dajesh priliku da te beskrajno volim. Trudim se da mi jedino pruzanje bezuslovne ljubavi tebi bude bitno u nashem odnosu i zato ti hvala shto mi to dozvoljavash. Hvala ti shto te volim i shto svaki put pomislim na Boga kad te vidim. Ti si predivna osoba i imash dom u mome srcu koji ce uvek biti tu za tebe. Hvala ti na svemu... Sa vecnom zahvalnoshcu, odajem ti poshtovanje i bezgranicnu Ljubav...

What have I done?

Hello my dearest,

I hope you realize how much I care for You, and how I try to think of You all the time. I'm really trying to stay aware of Your presence always, but sometimes - I forget You. Unfortunately, it happens sometimes, yes. Don't be mad at me, please. And forgive me if You can. It's just to difficult for me right now to be 24/7 aware of You, but I'm learning and my will is strong. Help me on my Path please! Show me the Way or give me a sign that I'm doing fine!

I know everything You do - You do it for my own good. And I thank you for that. Even now, when I feel pain in my body, I know that's a great lesson for me (please, help me to understand this lesson and to learn how to be a better person). But it is also some kind of punishment. I know I've done so many bad things and made so many insults to You and Your friends, and this pain is just a small way of paying my debts to You. I'm sorry... I am sorry for everything wrong I've done to You. I'm sorry I've forgotten You for so many years. But now, I'm back again at Your feet, begging you to forgive me and wanting You to accept me as eternal servant of Yours.... I Love You.... 

Thank You, God !

Thank You !
Thank You !
Thank You !

When I'm happy, you are the reason of my happiness. When I'm in pain, you gave me pain just because it is the best way for me to understand some things I haven't realised before. You are giving me the life force, you are giving me the breath, you are giving me a strength to sing your Holy Name despite all the obstacles.
I see You on the sky - you always smile on everyone ; I see you in my Heart; I feel You in my Lover's hand; I sense your beautiful smell every time I hear a morning birds' song - You are the sound of waving leaves on the tree, You are a precious mountain stream. You are Everything. I LOVE YOU! I THANK YOU GOD. You gave me a chance to sing your Holy Name, to think of You, to listen about You. THANK YOU!
Oh dear God, how can I ever thank you? You brought someone special in my life and I am so grateful for that wonderful gift you gave me. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !
I'm saying a prayer for that special person. Please, please dear God, give him a strength to be in love with You always. Give him a blessing to be your servant forever. Forgive all the mistakes he made and be merciful, like You always are...
I pray to You and I'm begging You to take a look at all my friends, family, enemies; all the beings in this Universe. Please, take away the veil from our eyes and let us see Your beautiful feet; your graceful smile...

Thank You, dear God; You are Love, Beloved, Loving and the One who loves...