Saturday, January 17, 2009

Releasing

I release you. Release you with Love. Go!
That's the only right thing to do now. So, go with Love Darling, I wish you nothing but the best. Be happy, be aware, be a good man, like you always are !
I release the pain with Love, knowing that it's not Me. I release you Darling, knowing that I don't own you, like you don't own me. We don't own anything, actually. We are just living in an illusion of possession. But that's not Reality; and that's a relief.

Go with all the Love I'm giving to you, Darling !

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

The Question of Blame

It has been written that every relationship with some person is in deed just an illusion. In reality - every relationship we have is a Relationship with ourselves, and only ourselves. So, when you find something you don't like in your partner, for example he/she is too jealous, or he/she is to shallow to understand some things, or he/she doesn't appreciate what he/she has, you actually found something you don't like about yourself.
So, don't blame your partner for not understanding your needs or whatever you blame him/her. Just accept it as he/she is. When you accept another human being just the way it is, you will finally accept YOU.

I must admit - I (quietly) blamed my partner for being so spiritly shallow, so captured by materialism, so not tolerant with another being's needs and beliefs, but now I realise - who am I to blame him? And to blame him for what? For showing me the ugly side of me? No! He is Love, he helped me to see that I too have a bad side on which I have to work on. I haven't seen that until now. I feel like a horrible person, but I can't blame myself neither. Actually, it's noone's fault. Everything is a Game of Love, and we all are here to learn from the mistakes we made, trying not to make mistakes again. I wanna be free of the material wishes and desires. A Pleasure - invisible by eyes, untouchable by the hands, is the only Reality. But it's a long and hard way to go through.
Enough writing, start walking the right way ! :)

Nothing is real but Love

Today I've found a feeling of Sorrow. I tried so hard not having any expectations for the Love I'm giving. To give Love - that is the only true pleasure, not to take it; that's what wise men said. But I wasn't strong. This time, veil of illusion won. My Ego, my selfish Ego wanted something - a gentle kiss, a kind word, a sincere thought - anything. And he got nothing but the Sorrow.
But I know that I am not an Ego. I know that I shouldn't be feeling the Sorrow he feels. I will overcome that. But it seems so hard sometimes, isn't it? No matter how hard it is, it is the only way if I want to go forward on the path of the Apsolute Truth.
You can't hurt me, my Love, because you can't hurt yourself. Can't you see that You are Me? How can't I see that sometimes? We are so different from the outside maybe, but same in the inside. Same energy, same beauty - we are all part of The Perfect Beauty. We are all beings of Love, and I don't let illusion of Ego to cover with sorrow all that Fineness in Me, I mean You, my Love...