Solitude

DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE SO LONESOME IN THIS OLD WORLD SOMETIMES? LIKE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE? LIKE YOU ARE SO APART FROM EACH OTHER HUMAN? BUT YET, YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO THE TREE, TO THE SUN, TO THE NIGHT SKY? THERE IS NOONE TO UNDERSTAND YOUR THOUGHTS, NOONE, EXCEPT YOU YOURSELF... AND THE MISTY FOREST.
DO YOU FEEL SADNESS THEN? OR YOU ARE JUST PEACEFUL? EVERY TIME YOU LOOK INTO YOUR MIND, YOU SEE NOTHING BUT THE DISTANT LIGHT. DOES IT FRIGHT YOU? DOES IT MAKE CHILLS BACK TO YOUR SPINE? OR YOU SEE THE BEAUTY IN THAT UNIQUE FEEL?
DO YOU FEEL LONESOME THIS NIGHT?

King Of Death

Sea Of Sorrow

THERE IS A TIME IN EVERYONE'S LIFE, I BELIEVE, WHEN DARK AND HEAVY THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING IN THE HEAD... THOUGHTS ABOUT PAIN... THOUGHTS ABOUT DEATH... THOUGHTS ABOUT THAT UGLY FEELING YOU HAVE EVERY TIME YOU GO TO SLEEP, NOT KNOWING IF YOU WILL WAKE UP NEXT MORNING... THAT THOUGHTS, THEY ARE ALL COMING FROM THE DEPTHS OF OUR MIND, OUR SEA OF SORROW... WE CAN CHANGE THE SEA. OH, YES, OF COURSE. BUT WE DON'T KNOW THAT. AND THAT'S WHY WE KEEP ALIVE THE SORROW WE FEEL...

Egoistical Mind

Who are you?????
Tell me who are you; I wanna know. I demand nothing but the realism. Nothing but the naked truth.
Sometimes I can see a little bit of you. A bit of your Soul. But most of the time, you're just blur to me.

I'm so selfish. Oh my God! I am ! Sorry ! Forgive me please ! I want to know your mind, but I don't want to give you my thoughts. I can't give you that. That's MINE. Oh God, how egoistical, how selfish I am !
Opened heart but closed mind. What an irony. I'm going on a path of change. Everything will be different.

Faith. Will. Pain. Pleasure.
Infinity....

Can it be ?

I wonder - can it be? You can always come again and I will always forgive you. Can it be? You're trying my nerves, but - don't.
You said you might be going to Australia soon. Go. And don't look back. But don't make me fall in love with you before that. You don't wanna rip my heart and take it with you, right? Right? Why don't you answer me? You're not sure what you really want? I am here for you right now, I'm standing and trying to reach your soul, your mind, your feelings. I am opened to receive your love, and I'm willing to give you all of me. But you're so quiet... Call me when you find out what you want...