Visions of Eternity

We have met not so long ago, but that was enough time for the Love to woke up in me. I can say that. I can say - I Feel Love when I think of You. I can't explain that word - LOVE, but I can feel it. And I'm feeling it. Since I've met you. And I'm happy. And I'm greatful. And I want to learn from You. I want to listen your words, to feel your inner strenght, your emotions, your everything.... I will try to understand. I will understand. Because You are Love! I am Love too. And that singing bird I'm hearing now... And the ficus in front of me... And the rainy cloud above our heads... All is Love.... All is US... All is I... I LOVE...

Victim of Unknown... Victim of Love

It is always the same question - always. What is Love?
Millions of souls asked themselves that question for thousands of years. And it will be asked again...and again... and again...
And really, I'm asking that same question: what is Love?
Can YOU give me an answer?
Have YOU ever felt LOVE? Have you ever loved someone so much so you could let him/her go because he/she wanted to be happy with someone else? To give love to someone else? You gave all of you, but you get nothing but pain? Was that love you felt? Or maybe you were living in illusion of love?
I don't know what Love is. So if you have the answer, tell me. Tell all the world. SCREAM about Love! SING about Love! Write about Love... Breathe, eat, chew, grow, make Love... Live Love... BE LOVE...

Solitude

DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE SO LONESOME IN THIS OLD WORLD SOMETIMES? LIKE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE? LIKE YOU ARE SO APART FROM EACH OTHER HUMAN? BUT YET, YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO THE TREE, TO THE SUN, TO THE NIGHT SKY? THERE IS NOONE TO UNDERSTAND YOUR THOUGHTS, NOONE, EXCEPT YOU YOURSELF... AND THE MISTY FOREST.
DO YOU FEEL SADNESS THEN? OR YOU ARE JUST PEACEFUL? EVERY TIME YOU LOOK INTO YOUR MIND, YOU SEE NOTHING BUT THE DISTANT LIGHT. DOES IT FRIGHT YOU? DOES IT MAKE CHILLS BACK TO YOUR SPINE? OR YOU SEE THE BEAUTY IN THAT UNIQUE FEEL?
DO YOU FEEL LONESOME THIS NIGHT?

King Of Death

Sea Of Sorrow

THERE IS A TIME IN EVERYONE'S LIFE, I BELIEVE, WHEN DARK AND HEAVY THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING IN THE HEAD... THOUGHTS ABOUT PAIN... THOUGHTS ABOUT DEATH... THOUGHTS ABOUT THAT UGLY FEELING YOU HAVE EVERY TIME YOU GO TO SLEEP, NOT KNOWING IF YOU WILL WAKE UP NEXT MORNING... THAT THOUGHTS, THEY ARE ALL COMING FROM THE DEPTHS OF OUR MIND, OUR SEA OF SORROW... WE CAN CHANGE THE SEA. OH, YES, OF COURSE. BUT WE DON'T KNOW THAT. AND THAT'S WHY WE KEEP ALIVE THE SORROW WE FEEL...

Egoistical Mind

Who are you?????
Tell me who are you; I wanna know. I demand nothing but the realism. Nothing but the naked truth.
Sometimes I can see a little bit of you. A bit of your Soul. But most of the time, you're just blur to me.

I'm so selfish. Oh my God! I am ! Sorry ! Forgive me please ! I want to know your mind, but I don't want to give you my thoughts. I can't give you that. That's MINE. Oh God, how egoistical, how selfish I am !
Opened heart but closed mind. What an irony. I'm going on a path of change. Everything will be different.

Faith. Will. Pain. Pleasure.
Infinity....

Can it be ?

I wonder - can it be? You can always come again and I will always forgive you. Can it be? You're trying my nerves, but - don't.
You said you might be going to Australia soon. Go. And don't look back. But don't make me fall in love with you before that. You don't wanna rip my heart and take it with you, right? Right? Why don't you answer me? You're not sure what you really want? I am here for you right now, I'm standing and trying to reach your soul, your mind, your feelings. I am opened to receive your love, and I'm willing to give you all of me. But you're so quiet... Call me when you find out what you want...

For A

All I wanna do right now is crying. But I won't; 'coz I'm not a cryer. I'm not. I won't let a single tear. But my heart is screaming out of pain. It's broken. And it will never be healed... I realize now that you're not real. You were never real. You're just a part of a beautiful dream, dream of love and understanding. I broke my heart with that dream. I don't ever wanna dream again... You are illusion who made me believe love doesn't know for time, distance, boundaries.... It's all my fault, I let this happened. I knew from the very start dream disappears when you woke up, but I was still hoping I will never wake up and the dream will last forever...
For more than a month i have the sam and only thought running in my head 24 hours a day - that thought was You... You. Perfectly amazingly real imagination...
Goodbye A. I wish you nothing but the best. So long, my unreachable soulmate...

Maybe we will meet in another life...

Rainbow

I remember I saw a rainbow in my dream once. Rainbow.... I kept saying that word over and over again. That was a faith. Faith spoke that magical word; I was just a mouth, nothing more. Oh, who put a spell on me? I use to walk on colours before. Red way took me to the forest of redemption. The green use to be my shelter from the mind storm. Purple, that wonderful purple. That was the colour of my smile... Golden yellow shone on every person I have met. But now, it's all gone... Where is the rainbow? I can't find it... And the rain starts to fall again. All these colours melted in grey. Why you put a spell on me? I am blinded. Give me back my rainbow...

Dreams

Last night I dreamed about death... I didn't feel any pain, no. I just felt empty. But emptiness came from outside; inner me was accomplished. Voltures of winter suddenly came to my bedroom window, take all the hope out of me and dissapear in the foggy night... I have no hope anymore. But the snow will bring me new life. Pure life. Innocent I'll be again. The snow will wash away all the dirt from my soul, all the desire from my mind, all the lust from my body... Since I don't have hope, I can see the sun again...

You'll never know...

I have never told you that I like you just as the autumn likes the fallen leaves. I have never showed how I care for you, just as the mother cares about her new born child. I have never kissed your lips like I do that for the very first time. I have never reach my hand for yours. Never.... Before... And you'll never know....