Can it be ?

I wonder - can it be? You can always come again and I will always forgive you. Can it be? You're trying my nerves, but - don't.
You said you might be going to Australia soon. Go. And don't look back. But don't make me fall in love with you before that. You don't wanna rip my heart and take it with you, right? Right? Why don't you answer me? You're not sure what you really want? I am here for you right now, I'm standing and trying to reach your soul, your mind, your feelings. I am opened to receive your love, and I'm willing to give you all of me. But you're so quiet... Call me when you find out what you want...